Thursday, September 28, 2006
No Situation is Hopeless!
9/30/06
Tried to publish on Care2 News on 9/28/06 and wasn't allowed; computers at local library were not working on 9/29/06 so this is my first time being able to publish; Bus since that time=I have spoken to people and they have told me that I may want to go to the homelss shelter(where there are fifty strange people)=to get help=I really do not understand. Told me that I may want to go and get some food stamps also=and I asked them if I should got and get medical help too? and they said of course; then I said like when I went to get one of my back teeth pulled and they pulled four without my permission and then told me nobody would bother them for taking my teeth.
And each one made sure that I understand that UNLESS I go the the homeless shelter=that I would not get any help; that I would even get some help with the work that is needed on the house; that if I went to the homeless shelter they would help me=and I ask them WHY do I have to go to a homeless shelter;why will they not help with the house repairs only if I go to the homeless shelter. They said because it will make my family feel bad; I will be able to eat and sleep which will take the burden off of them; and I will not be in the cold which bothers them because they would have help me to get into the house. I still do not understand=if a person needs help they need help=why do they have to be classied as homeless, etc. before they can get help for regular folk; but nobody will assist me with getting an attorney where I have decades of documentation of all typed of abuses in which compensation for injustices would allow me to be in a position where I do not need their help at least not economically. Why the hold up on the attorney. Now, once agin I called Legal Aid with the possibility of homelessness because relatives were putting me out of apartment and then wouldnot give me a key to get into the house where my name is on the deed. This time to my surprise=they gave me an attorney, who informed me after looking at the deed; that I do have a right to be in the house=who also called my earthly mother and informed her of my right to be in the house; who called my pastor and informed him=who still is relunctant to help. But I still am at the house with no lights and water and basically no furniture and no heat; too stressed to go and try and do door to door solicitations, espeically on this side of town and am really at the mercy of the Lord. When I did ask certain people why the help if I go to a homeless shelter and no help if I don't? along with why the struggle for an attorney=when I KNOW they know attorney's that could help? Basically I got no answer.
Peacenowst;
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Following is the Blog that was written on 9/28/06:
This morning after having to stay in a house with n lights and water=walked to the local business section=library and met=a nice young white female who was very friendly. She explained that she had heard one of the national ministries on television this morning as she ususally does and wanted to know who was I listening to. Told her I didn't know=which I didn't. Then she explained that Creflo Dollar had been teaching that no situation is hopeless, along with some of her other personal stuff. The she mentioned one of her goals in life=in which I informed her that that was strnage, because I have been trying to do just the opposite and just work a nine to five job with enough money to go shopping and take a vacation every now and then; not get in the middle of major conflicts in which neither side wants to admit their wrong doing or that they even exist. Also mention that for me it would be difficult to work with such people being that God gave me the gift of the word of knowledge (so that any thing I see in the spirit realm for the most part will show within a fifteen to twenty year span,etc.) and their method is not to let the left hand know what the right hand is doing; which meands they would probably never be telling the truth. Explained to the best of my ability that one of the possible solutions to the situation would be for them to just let me be me and they would find out everything they need to know;if they do their job.
Also explained to her that on 9/27/06 the same spirit that told me that my little dog was dead and the next day my earthly father came home with the dog in a sack; told me to look up the word intelligence, which I did. There were numerous definitions all which were ususal; but there was this one definition that stayed with me. It said that intelligence was an intelligent being or spirit, esp an incorporeal one, as an angel. I told her that out of all the definitions that definition stuck out; that as I pondered the definition, it was confirmation from God that angels are walking around on the face of the earth.
She gave me the name of her church and invited me to attend; kept saying=well if you want to go to church=all the time I kept asking=how are you going to invite me to church and you have not introduced yourself to me? Finally after four to five invitations, I just asked her her name and she told me; then decided she should ask me mine. She was a very nice person; friendly but also coincidental; being that it doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure out that I would walk to the nearest business area to make phone calls after having to stay in a house with no lights or water overnight; which would not have EVER been the case if people had done their jobs (protect my rights as a citizen of the United States, North Carolina and Winston-Salem, as they were SUPPOSE to.
Peacenowst
http://sociologyarea.blogspot.com/
Tried to publish on Care2 News on 9/28/06 and wasn't allowed; computers at local library were not working on 9/29/06 so this is my first time being able to publish; Bus since that time=I have spoken to people and they have told me that I may want to go to the homelss shelter(where there are fifty strange people)=to get help=I really do not understand. Told me that I may want to go and get some food stamps also=and I asked them if I should got and get medical help too? and they said of course; then I said like when I went to get one of my back teeth pulled and they pulled four without my permission and then told me nobody would bother them for taking my teeth.
And each one made sure that I understand that UNLESS I go the the homeless shelter=that I would not get any help; that I would even get some help with the work that is needed on the house; that if I went to the homeless shelter they would help me=and I ask them WHY do I have to go to a homeless shelter;why will they not help with the house repairs only if I go to the homeless shelter. They said because it will make my family feel bad; I will be able to eat and sleep which will take the burden off of them; and I will not be in the cold which bothers them because they would have help me to get into the house. I still do not understand=if a person needs help they need help=why do they have to be classied as homeless, etc. before they can get help for regular folk; but nobody will assist me with getting an attorney where I have decades of documentation of all typed of abuses in which compensation for injustices would allow me to be in a position where I do not need their help at least not economically. Why the hold up on the attorney. Now, once agin I called Legal Aid with the possibility of homelessness because relatives were putting me out of apartment and then wouldnot give me a key to get into the house where my name is on the deed. This time to my surprise=they gave me an attorney, who informed me after looking at the deed; that I do have a right to be in the house=who also called my earthly mother and informed her of my right to be in the house; who called my pastor and informed him=who still is relunctant to help. But I still am at the house with no lights and water and basically no furniture and no heat; too stressed to go and try and do door to door solicitations, espeically on this side of town and am really at the mercy of the Lord. When I did ask certain people why the help if I go to a homeless shelter and no help if I don't? along with why the struggle for an attorney=when I KNOW they know attorney's that could help? Basically I got no answer.
Peacenowst;
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Following is the Blog that was written on 9/28/06:
This morning after having to stay in a house with n lights and water=walked to the local business section=library and met=a nice young white female who was very friendly. She explained that she had heard one of the national ministries on television this morning as she ususally does and wanted to know who was I listening to. Told her I didn't know=which I didn't. Then she explained that Creflo Dollar had been teaching that no situation is hopeless, along with some of her other personal stuff. The she mentioned one of her goals in life=in which I informed her that that was strnage, because I have been trying to do just the opposite and just work a nine to five job with enough money to go shopping and take a vacation every now and then; not get in the middle of major conflicts in which neither side wants to admit their wrong doing or that they even exist. Also mention that for me it would be difficult to work with such people being that God gave me the gift of the word of knowledge (so that any thing I see in the spirit realm for the most part will show within a fifteen to twenty year span,etc.) and their method is not to let the left hand know what the right hand is doing; which meands they would probably never be telling the truth. Explained to the best of my ability that one of the possible solutions to the situation would be for them to just let me be me and they would find out everything they need to know;if they do their job.
Also explained to her that on 9/27/06 the same spirit that told me that my little dog was dead and the next day my earthly father came home with the dog in a sack; told me to look up the word intelligence, which I did. There were numerous definitions all which were ususal; but there was this one definition that stayed with me. It said that intelligence was an intelligent being or spirit, esp an incorporeal one, as an angel. I told her that out of all the definitions that definition stuck out; that as I pondered the definition, it was confirmation from God that angels are walking around on the face of the earth.
She gave me the name of her church and invited me to attend; kept saying=well if you want to go to church=all the time I kept asking=how are you going to invite me to church and you have not introduced yourself to me? Finally after four to five invitations, I just asked her her name and she told me; then decided she should ask me mine. She was a very nice person; friendly but also coincidental; being that it doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure out that I would walk to the nearest business area to make phone calls after having to stay in a house with no lights or water overnight; which would not have EVER been the case if people had done their jobs (protect my rights as a citizen of the United States, North Carolina and Winston-Salem, as they were SUPPOSE to.
Peacenowst
http://sociologyarea.blogspot.com/
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Mercy Please! God
9/27/06
This is a copy of a comment that I made on "Peace Prayers" Blog and futher comments that I wanted to add to the prayer.
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The prayers is as follows:
"Personally, I would like to go back to yesterday; but giving thanks for all things; I am very thankful. A minister said that people are scared of my mind;wonder what they are going to do when the things that I see (gift from God)appear that I have no control over. For those of you who-as one relative said, "I would like to live"; a spirit of cooperation may help you, but that's a big maybe. Please keep praying that God will intervene; only he can stop what a local billborad is suggesting to the local residents=that they should make connections with Gandi=hopefully in the future the masses of American citizens will not look like the masses of the citizens in India. And as God marches America forward=may peace be within thy walls and prosperity within thy palaces."
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Futher comments/prayers include:
People of God need to pray; pray; pray; pray; and pray. Peace prayers said that she ran home with a tear and eventually got to asking God to have Mercy; The other night I went to sleep crying Mercy God Mercy. After reading some of "Peace Prayers" logs; it let me know that somebody else can see besides me.
For the relative that said that "I would like to live" as all of us would, in which, on my blog I have posted where I have requested prayers from Schambach ministries to pray that I will live and declare the Glory of the Lord= I ask that God will allow that relative that said, " I would like to Live" to live and declare the Glory of the Lord and to maintain their youthfullness; especially being that they have given service and gone beyond the call of duty in so many areas. Being that they have shown their loyalty; I pray God's mercy on them and that they will experince peace and prosperity along with the uniting of their family members. I also pray for other families in similar situations that God will give mercy, peace and prosperity where needed for each and every family member while delivering them and their family from negative influences within the family. That each of the family members will obtain a mate in order that the spirit of divorce will be eliminated to help give peace to each member of the family and that each family unit will grow and prosper. And may God reveal/establish a path to/for each family member concerning prosperity.
Peacenowst
This is a copy of a comment that I made on "Peace Prayers" Blog and futher comments that I wanted to add to the prayer.
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The prayers is as follows:
"Personally, I would like to go back to yesterday; but giving thanks for all things; I am very thankful. A minister said that people are scared of my mind;wonder what they are going to do when the things that I see (gift from God)appear that I have no control over. For those of you who-as one relative said, "I would like to live"; a spirit of cooperation may help you, but that's a big maybe. Please keep praying that God will intervene; only he can stop what a local billborad is suggesting to the local residents=that they should make connections with Gandi=hopefully in the future the masses of American citizens will not look like the masses of the citizens in India. And as God marches America forward=may peace be within thy walls and prosperity within thy palaces."
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Futher comments/prayers include:
People of God need to pray; pray; pray; pray; and pray. Peace prayers said that she ran home with a tear and eventually got to asking God to have Mercy; The other night I went to sleep crying Mercy God Mercy. After reading some of "Peace Prayers" logs; it let me know that somebody else can see besides me.
For the relative that said that "I would like to live" as all of us would, in which, on my blog I have posted where I have requested prayers from Schambach ministries to pray that I will live and declare the Glory of the Lord= I ask that God will allow that relative that said, " I would like to Live" to live and declare the Glory of the Lord and to maintain their youthfullness; especially being that they have given service and gone beyond the call of duty in so many areas. Being that they have shown their loyalty; I pray God's mercy on them and that they will experince peace and prosperity along with the uniting of their family members. I also pray for other families in similar situations that God will give mercy, peace and prosperity where needed for each and every family member while delivering them and their family from negative influences within the family. That each of the family members will obtain a mate in order that the spirit of divorce will be eliminated to help give peace to each member of the family and that each family unit will grow and prosper. And may God reveal/establish a path to/for each family member concerning prosperity.
Peacenowst
Peace Prayers: Two Tears for Syriana
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Declared Freedom
9/26/06
This is a copy of a prayer request that was placed on Schambach ministries website.Even though it is a prayer request; it can be considered a statement that is supported by my years of documentation. And really my documentation isn't needed;speak to any average American citizen and they will confirm=they just don't know how to explain co-incidences or who to tell=especially after they have informed the proper officials. What wasn't included in the prayer request is the fact that being that my access to an attorney=limits my options within the court system=as with most African Americans=also limits my options concerning a lot of other issues that I may have to face concerning breaking generational curses and attacks. And also being that through the courts, I was banned from riding the city bus=therefore acess to transportation limited=therefore potential for increase acess to harassment/stress exists along with family members not knowing of situations. My family is aware that they are harassing me; they think that if I am not around that they will stop harassing them.
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Just got through readings Punkin's prayer request for families to be delivered; which the crux of my problem is. Last week, my mother informed me that I had one day to get out of an apartment; then changed the locks on the doors and told me that there was a new lease; if I did not get out she was going to put my things out. I have a house with her in which my name is on the deed to the house; she has changed the locks on the door numerous times= I didn't have the money to changed the locks; so I petition the court for an injuction in which I don't have an attorney. She told the police officer that she changed the locks everytime because she knew that I did not have the money to keep having keys made. The local legal aid has not helped me in over twenty plus years and attorney's that do take my cases; change their minds the next week. This morning my earthly mother informed me that by 12:00 noon that she was putting my things on the street. MOST of what she is doing is because satan attacks her if she doesn't.
Also please pray for new families and relationships that are starting up. The relationship that I have written about with the person at the restraurant; I canceled it because of interferance. But (because of my studying society and classes (about subliminal messages in commericals) they are trying to develop a psychological hold on them through the commericals because of his interest in me. For example=we went to IHOP (International Pancake House) which I had documented in a journal; yesterday there was a commerical in which IHOP is offering a special=at the end of the commerical the customer(female) tells the waiter(male) how much she loves him and he says I KNOW"; have watch IHOP commericals for decades and they have never had a commerical where the customer is in love with the waiter(which was/is his job). The commerical is there to harass him, since I have not been in touch with him. But that is their way to control him since they know he has feelings for me. I know a lot of people will say that that is just a little off or deep=but watch; as society developes only certain people will be allowed to have natural relationships that have been ordained by the God who made heaven and earth. Others will only have relationships that serve their (world's) purpose.
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Being led by the spirit of God=Out of all of my family members=only my mother has truthfully prospered=especially after she stopped talking about helicopters and cars running her off of the road decades ago. Which means that based upon hind knowledge=my father, four brothers, sister and myself=all have stuggled and suffered. My sister and my oldest brother have suffered also; but not as much=they were the slowest and the weakest of us growing up; but they have ben allowed to earned a living. My oldest brother's living driving a tractor trailer. My baby brother=killed in a black pick up truck=nobody saw anything and they never found his killer. The brother after me=was found dead in the halls of the V. A. hospital=no body saw anything; my brother who lives out of state=has had his issues in the newspapers in Florida, where he was harassed; followed; fired illegally, etc. constant harassment on a daily regular basis. My sister's situation has been lighter because she is suppose to take over as the authority in the family. My father had a heart pacer that he said was used to control him and no one was with him before he passed, but he did tell me the day before that his body was reacting to medicine that they had given him. Anyway please pray for great special miracles for my family; for my self; for other relationships; that God will fix it so that even
though my earthly mother may want to put my belongings out at the house where my name is on the deed or at my earthly sister's apartment where my earthly mother said that she signed a new lease. Also please pray that one day soon=somebody will start questioning why my mother and certain other mothers get to flow through society so freely while their offspring stuggle so; that they will also question issues surrounding ALL aspects of thier offspring.
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Please pray that God's immediate deliverance from satan devices be in my family and in my relationships. Also pray that God will deliver me from generational attacks and/or curses and I will have freedom from all generational attacks and/or curses, such as the ones my family members such as my father, two brothers, four male/one felmale cousin and three aunts=all passed in mysterious manners.
Please pray that I can live and declare the glory of the Lord in peace and prosperity; that God will lead my feet on the path so that I can live in peace and prosperity;and declare the glory of the Lord; that I will avoid all of satan's TRAPS; that I will not fear, but exist and operate in power, love and a sound mind; also that God will give me the right spirit concerning those in authority.
May peace be within thy walls and prosperity within thy palaces.
Peacenowst
This is a copy of a prayer request that was placed on Schambach ministries website.Even though it is a prayer request; it can be considered a statement that is supported by my years of documentation. And really my documentation isn't needed;speak to any average American citizen and they will confirm=they just don't know how to explain co-incidences or who to tell=especially after they have informed the proper officials. What wasn't included in the prayer request is the fact that being that my access to an attorney=limits my options within the court system=as with most African Americans=also limits my options concerning a lot of other issues that I may have to face concerning breaking generational curses and attacks. And also being that through the courts, I was banned from riding the city bus=therefore acess to transportation limited=therefore potential for increase acess to harassment/stress exists along with family members not knowing of situations. My family is aware that they are harassing me; they think that if I am not around that they will stop harassing them.
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Just got through readings Punkin's prayer request for families to be delivered; which the crux of my problem is. Last week, my mother informed me that I had one day to get out of an apartment; then changed the locks on the doors and told me that there was a new lease; if I did not get out she was going to put my things out. I have a house with her in which my name is on the deed to the house; she has changed the locks on the door numerous times= I didn't have the money to changed the locks; so I petition the court for an injuction in which I don't have an attorney. She told the police officer that she changed the locks everytime because she knew that I did not have the money to keep having keys made. The local legal aid has not helped me in over twenty plus years and attorney's that do take my cases; change their minds the next week. This morning my earthly mother informed me that by 12:00 noon that she was putting my things on the street. MOST of what she is doing is because satan attacks her if she doesn't.
Also please pray for new families and relationships that are starting up. The relationship that I have written about with the person at the restraurant; I canceled it because of interferance. But (because of my studying society and classes (about subliminal messages in commericals) they are trying to develop a psychological hold on them through the commericals because of his interest in me. For example=we went to IHOP (International Pancake House) which I had documented in a journal; yesterday there was a commerical in which IHOP is offering a special=at the end of the commerical the customer(female) tells the waiter(male) how much she loves him and he says I KNOW"; have watch IHOP commericals for decades and they have never had a commerical where the customer is in love with the waiter(which was/is his job). The commerical is there to harass him, since I have not been in touch with him. But that is their way to control him since they know he has feelings for me. I know a lot of people will say that that is just a little off or deep=but watch; as society developes only certain people will be allowed to have natural relationships that have been ordained by the God who made heaven and earth. Others will only have relationships that serve their (world's) purpose.
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Being led by the spirit of God=Out of all of my family members=only my mother has truthfully prospered=especially after she stopped talking about helicopters and cars running her off of the road decades ago. Which means that based upon hind knowledge=my father, four brothers, sister and myself=all have stuggled and suffered. My sister and my oldest brother have suffered also; but not as much=they were the slowest and the weakest of us growing up; but they have ben allowed to earned a living. My oldest brother's living driving a tractor trailer. My baby brother=killed in a black pick up truck=nobody saw anything and they never found his killer. The brother after me=was found dead in the halls of the V. A. hospital=no body saw anything; my brother who lives out of state=has had his issues in the newspapers in Florida, where he was harassed; followed; fired illegally, etc. constant harassment on a daily regular basis. My sister's situation has been lighter because she is suppose to take over as the authority in the family. My father had a heart pacer that he said was used to control him and no one was with him before he passed, but he did tell me the day before that his body was reacting to medicine that they had given him. Anyway please pray for great special miracles for my family; for my self; for other relationships; that God will fix it so that even
though my earthly mother may want to put my belongings out at the house where my name is on the deed or at my earthly sister's apartment where my earthly mother said that she signed a new lease. Also please pray that one day soon=somebody will start questioning why my mother and certain other mothers get to flow through society so freely while their offspring stuggle so; that they will also question issues surrounding ALL aspects of thier offspring.
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Please pray that God's immediate deliverance from satan devices be in my family and in my relationships. Also pray that God will deliver me from generational attacks and/or curses and I will have freedom from all generational attacks and/or curses, such as the ones my family members such as my father, two brothers, four male/one felmale cousin and three aunts=all passed in mysterious manners.
Please pray that I can live and declare the glory of the Lord in peace and prosperity; that God will lead my feet on the path so that I can live in peace and prosperity;and declare the glory of the Lord; that I will avoid all of satan's TRAPS; that I will not fear, but exist and operate in power, love and a sound mind; also that God will give me the right spirit concerning those in authority.
May peace be within thy walls and prosperity within thy palaces.
Peacenowst
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Negotiations
9/19/06
Please pray over situation, especially for America; that some how God will intervene and allow Americans to have their freedom; that I will live and declare the Glory of the Lord; that I will be allowed to socialize with family and friends without being attacked; that God will establish a source of income that is legal; that I will be allowed to use my gifts and talents in the United States of America and prosper; that I will be able to always recogonize the real God and give the real God my problems and trust him to handle them for me. That God will not allow any systems or techniques relating to trying to block me from living in health, peace and prosperity to exist in my life. Also pray for then=??? that God.
Thanks for your prayers and may peace within thy walls and prosperity be within thy palaces. Peacenowst
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Following is a blog about negotiations in which there were no negotiations; pray God's intervention so that I and everyone associated can live and declare the Glory of the Lord.
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Negotiations
9/19/06
On 9/18/06 went to the International House of Pancakes (IHOP) where I met the person that they=?? have been wanting me to meet with to negotiate an unofficial form of peace. The results based upon their silent system of communication symbols which are suppose to represent an item or a person, is that I am to forget the person at the restaurant or they will remove them and my only option is to join with the person that they select=In order words they are telling me that I do have not a choice and being that they have done something to my body=???(when I was in jail)=they are probably right. At the meeting one of the BIG things to them=????=my letting him use my ink pen=which is symbolic of my letting them use my information=accumulated for thirty or more years concerning their system. And the fact that they placed the item that represents the person that I met with(person who they selected) in the place of the symbol that they were using for the person at the restaurant means that they are trying for one of those FIXED relationships. Most of the people African Americans in this city (Winston-Salem, North Carolina)have been forced to stay with one organization and are not allowed to circulate their services. The preseelected relationship is one of those where an outside person looks at one person then looks at the other and wonders what do they see in each other=Nothing=it is THEIR system operating so that if they want to stay alive they will do what they are told=partner with who they say partner with. And God says forgive and bless your enemies. So I pray that; but I also pray that God is more powerful; sure wish that God would step up to the plate yesterday.
So because the person they wanted me to meet said his ink pen wasn't working; he kept asking me to let him use mine. At first I said no; then I agreed=to the bastards that was my saying that I was going to work with them; where is God? And to verify their power; last night at a church camp meeting=two males came and stood by me in uniforms=coincidental=???? Anyway, yesterday reading from a book section about negotiations; they said if the other party can't meet your basic requests; then they will not meet any of them; meaning that if I can't sit and talk with a person without their telling me the next day that I have no choice but to be put with that person on all levels; and to not communicate with the person at the restaurant means that they have no intention of negotiating; which means that they intend for me to be a robot or worse. May God have mercy. All those of you who would like to purchase life insurance on me=please email me at peacenowst@care2.com because they have already proven their power (killed off over half of my family members); I am not going to put another person in mental, physical or any other kind of slavery for them. Please pray for my children.
The other thing as I have mention before in other blogs is that they=??? communicate (and it is part of their system so that as a result of being saved)= that somebody in this city worked it out so that a black Christian gets to do God's work; but at a disadvantaged stage=for example if you don't help them they may not kill you; but they intend to let other black Christians know that if you do God's work; don't think that you don't get punished. For the people who CALL themselves Christians and they are black=they get to flow with regular society. I know that I am stressed; please pray God's delieverance for me and that the Gift that God has given to me will somehow not be used by them and if they keep trying to use it; that God will fix it so that my Gift works against them.
I have decided that if I can't have the one I want; I don't want the one they want me to have=meaning the real God will send someone else=NEXT PERSON PLEASE REAL GOD=someone who you have chosen that will not run from them; that they CAN"T control and knows how to avoid their shit.
And this is suppose to be America. Last naight at church service the minister was talking about the freeedom's in America; and I can't even associate with the people/person/or get a job as a teacher; that I want. Get ready America; especially the ones that are alseep=it will not be long before they reveal that your rights and priviledges don't belong to you; but to them=?????? Remember they DO NOT negotiate; they dictate.
Pray for a miracle from God that I will live and declare the Glory of God. And if in the future; you do not hear from me (unless I am so busy living) it will be because God didn't give me a miracle to allow me to live and declare his Glory; Hopefully God will allow me to live and declare his Glory without being their robot; being maimed; attacked; etc. Thanks for all of your prayers and may peace be within thy walls and prosperity within thy palaces.
p.s For those of you who are interested in history=you can save my prayers;eventually certain elements within the prayers will be revealed.
Peacenowst
Please pray over situation, especially for America; that some how God will intervene and allow Americans to have their freedom; that I will live and declare the Glory of the Lord; that I will be allowed to socialize with family and friends without being attacked; that God will establish a source of income that is legal; that I will be allowed to use my gifts and talents in the United States of America and prosper; that I will be able to always recogonize the real God and give the real God my problems and trust him to handle them for me. That God will not allow any systems or techniques relating to trying to block me from living in health, peace and prosperity to exist in my life. Also pray for then=??? that God.
Thanks for your prayers and may peace within thy walls and prosperity be within thy palaces. Peacenowst
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Following is a blog about negotiations in which there were no negotiations; pray God's intervention so that I and everyone associated can live and declare the Glory of the Lord.
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Negotiations
9/19/06
On 9/18/06 went to the International House of Pancakes (IHOP) where I met the person that they=?? have been wanting me to meet with to negotiate an unofficial form of peace. The results based upon their silent system of communication symbols which are suppose to represent an item or a person, is that I am to forget the person at the restaurant or they will remove them and my only option is to join with the person that they select=In order words they are telling me that I do have not a choice and being that they have done something to my body=???(when I was in jail)=they are probably right. At the meeting one of the BIG things to them=????=my letting him use my ink pen=which is symbolic of my letting them use my information=accumulated for thirty or more years concerning their system. And the fact that they placed the item that represents the person that I met with(person who they selected) in the place of the symbol that they were using for the person at the restaurant means that they are trying for one of those FIXED relationships. Most of the people African Americans in this city (Winston-Salem, North Carolina)have been forced to stay with one organization and are not allowed to circulate their services. The preseelected relationship is one of those where an outside person looks at one person then looks at the other and wonders what do they see in each other=Nothing=it is THEIR system operating so that if they want to stay alive they will do what they are told=partner with who they say partner with. And God says forgive and bless your enemies. So I pray that; but I also pray that God is more powerful; sure wish that God would step up to the plate yesterday.
So because the person they wanted me to meet said his ink pen wasn't working; he kept asking me to let him use mine. At first I said no; then I agreed=to the bastards that was my saying that I was going to work with them; where is God? And to verify their power; last night at a church camp meeting=two males came and stood by me in uniforms=coincidental=???? Anyway, yesterday reading from a book section about negotiations; they said if the other party can't meet your basic requests; then they will not meet any of them; meaning that if I can't sit and talk with a person without their telling me the next day that I have no choice but to be put with that person on all levels; and to not communicate with the person at the restaurant means that they have no intention of negotiating; which means that they intend for me to be a robot or worse. May God have mercy. All those of you who would like to purchase life insurance on me=please email me at peacenowst@care2.com because they have already proven their power (killed off over half of my family members); I am not going to put another person in mental, physical or any other kind of slavery for them. Please pray for my children.
The other thing as I have mention before in other blogs is that they=??? communicate (and it is part of their system so that as a result of being saved)= that somebody in this city worked it out so that a black Christian gets to do God's work; but at a disadvantaged stage=for example if you don't help them they may not kill you; but they intend to let other black Christians know that if you do God's work; don't think that you don't get punished. For the people who CALL themselves Christians and they are black=they get to flow with regular society. I know that I am stressed; please pray God's delieverance for me and that the Gift that God has given to me will somehow not be used by them and if they keep trying to use it; that God will fix it so that my Gift works against them.
I have decided that if I can't have the one I want; I don't want the one they want me to have=meaning the real God will send someone else=NEXT PERSON PLEASE REAL GOD=someone who you have chosen that will not run from them; that they CAN"T control and knows how to avoid their shit.
And this is suppose to be America. Last naight at church service the minister was talking about the freeedom's in America; and I can't even associate with the people/person/or get a job as a teacher; that I want. Get ready America; especially the ones that are alseep=it will not be long before they reveal that your rights and priviledges don't belong to you; but to them=?????? Remember they DO NOT negotiate; they dictate.
Pray for a miracle from God that I will live and declare the Glory of God. And if in the future; you do not hear from me (unless I am so busy living) it will be because God didn't give me a miracle to allow me to live and declare his Glory; Hopefully God will allow me to live and declare his Glory without being their robot; being maimed; attacked; etc. Thanks for all of your prayers and may peace be within thy walls and prosperity within thy palaces.
p.s For those of you who are interested in history=you can save my prayers;eventually certain elements within the prayers will be revealed.
Peacenowst
Monday, September 18, 2006
Overcomer
9/18/06
Published on 9/16/06, but when I checked this morning it was not publsihed,but in draft box; so am publishing this morning(2nd time)at approx. 11:40 am and hopefully it doesn't create negative situations for others. My goal is to live in Peace and prosperity and to stop being, tortured, harassed and abused. Peacenowst
9/16/06
For those of you who have read my requests for prayers concerning certain situations;
following are copies of emails that I sent to the local Red Cross after contacting them for information to help me with my URGENT needs. After reading the email you will understand a portion of my plight. They sent back a response which explains a portion of what I am dealing with in the city of Winston-Salem, North Carolina. The local Red Cross sent me a list of organizations which most of them I have been to; but the one that really stands out is the email in which the tells me to go to a counselor at WSSU in which last week I had a meeting requesting a refund because I did not receive the services from the university and therefore was not certified as a teacher; therefore even with a teacher shortage (they will not hire(lateral entry) certain individuals without teacher certification, which puts me in a situation of need, even with a degree instead of a position in which I would be considered highly employable. But because of the type of degree(Bachelor of Arts) in this city, options for employment are limited. If I had an attorney; I would not be going through their constant circles and imagine having documentation of decades of constantly going through their circles. The housing situation that I am in is mostly caused by the Housing Authority of W-S= because one of their departments did work which resulted in holes that allowed rodents in house; etc.. In other words, an individual, especially one who doesn't have an attorney is at their mercy.(Surprise that they did not suggest that I go to the local Legal Aid who has always informed me that they couldn't/wouldn't help me.) As a minster said this morning on"The Light" radio station in which I called in for prayer "put the situation in God's hands." So plese pray that I put the situation in God's hand, God takes the effect of the stress,that I overcome and still live and declare the Glory of the Lord.
The Mission of The American Red Cross, states that it is a humanitarian organization, led by volunteers and guided by its Congressional Charter and the Fundamental Principles of the International Red Cross movement, provides relief to
victims of disaster and helps people prevent, prepare for and respond to
emergencies. Focus in my particular situation is that I need for them to provide relief to help prevent prepare for an emergency.
&*******************************************************************************
Subject: RE: 'CaseID=001-143-494'Red Cross Inquiry-URGENT Relief
Date: Fri, 15 Sep 2006 15:55:19 -0400
From: "B Caudell" Block Address
To: Peacenowst
Reply Reply Reply All Reply All Forward Forward Print Print Delete Delete
Hello Peacenowst
Thank you for contacting the Northwest North Carolina Chapter of the
American Red Cross. Our organization's mission is to assist families
needing disaster relief, such as house fire, flood or etc. However,
there are plenty of other organizations in Forsyth County that you could
contact for help or information with your situation:
1. United Way 2-1-1 - 723-3601
2. The Salvation Army - 723-6366
3. The Bethesda Center - 722-9951
4. Experiment in Self-Reliance - 722-9400
5. Housing Authority of W-Salem - 727-8500
I see that you have a Winston-Salem State University email address, you
could also contact a counselor on campus to see if the university could
help you with your needs as well. I hope you are able to resolve your
dispute soon. Good luck and please feel free to contact us with
questions or concerns. I am sorry that I could not be of further help.
Thank you.
Buffy
B. R. Caudell
Director of Public Affairs & Technology
American Red Cross
Northwest North Carolina Chapter
690 Coliseum Drive
Winston-Salem, North Carolina 27106
www.nwnc-redcross.org
Subject: RE: 'CaseID=001-143-494'Red Cross Inquiry-URGENT Relief
Date: Fri, 15 Sep 2006 16:12:28 -0400
From: "Buffy Caudell" Block Address
To: Peacenowst
Reply Reply Reply All Reply All Forward Forward Print Print Delete Delete
Ms. McCray.
I noticed that I also forgot to mention First Line - 727-8100.
They should be very helpful to you.
Thanks.
B
-----Original Message-----
From: B Caudell
Sent: Friday, September 15, 2006 3:55 PM
To: Peacenowst
Subject: RE: 'CaseID=001-143-494'Red Cross Inquiry-URGENT Relief
Hello Peacenowst
Thank you for contacting the Northwest North Carolina Chapter of the
American Red Cross. Our organization's mission is to assist families
needing disaster relief, such as house fire, flood or etc. However,
there are plenty of other organizations in Forsyth County that you could
contact for help or information with your situation:
1. United Way 2-1-1 - 723-3601
2. The Salvation Army - 723-6366
3. The Bethesda Center - 722-9951
4. Experiment in Self-Reliance - 722-9400 5. Housing Authority of
W-Salem - 727-8500
I see that you have a Winston-Salem State University email address, you
could also contact a counselor on campus to see if the university could
help you with your needs as well. I hope you are able to resolve your
dispute soon. Good luck and please feel free to contact us with
questions or concerns. I am sorry that I could not be of further help.
Thank you.
Buffy
B R. Caudell
Director of Public Affairs & Technology
American Red Cross
Northwest North Carolina Chapter
690 Coliseum Drive
Winston-Salem, North Carolina 27106
www.nwnc-redcross.org
Mission: The American Red Cross, a humanitarian organization, led by
volunteers and guided by its Congressional Charter and the Fundamental
Principles of the International Red Cross movement, provides relief to
victims of disaster and helps people prevent, prepare for and respond to
emergencies.
posted by peaceblog at 8:23 AM
Published on 9/16/06, but when I checked this morning it was not publsihed,but in draft box; so am publishing this morning(2nd time)at approx. 11:40 am and hopefully it doesn't create negative situations for others. My goal is to live in Peace and prosperity and to stop being, tortured, harassed and abused. Peacenowst
9/16/06
For those of you who have read my requests for prayers concerning certain situations;
following are copies of emails that I sent to the local Red Cross after contacting them for information to help me with my URGENT needs. After reading the email you will understand a portion of my plight. They sent back a response which explains a portion of what I am dealing with in the city of Winston-Salem, North Carolina. The local Red Cross sent me a list of organizations which most of them I have been to; but the one that really stands out is the email in which the tells me to go to a counselor at WSSU in which last week I had a meeting requesting a refund because I did not receive the services from the university and therefore was not certified as a teacher; therefore even with a teacher shortage (they will not hire(lateral entry) certain individuals without teacher certification, which puts me in a situation of need, even with a degree instead of a position in which I would be considered highly employable. But because of the type of degree(Bachelor of Arts) in this city, options for employment are limited. If I had an attorney; I would not be going through their constant circles and imagine having documentation of decades of constantly going through their circles. The housing situation that I am in is mostly caused by the Housing Authority of W-S= because one of their departments did work which resulted in holes that allowed rodents in house; etc.. In other words, an individual, especially one who doesn't have an attorney is at their mercy.(Surprise that they did not suggest that I go to the local Legal Aid who has always informed me that they couldn't/wouldn't help me.) As a minster said this morning on"The Light" radio station in which I called in for prayer "put the situation in God's hands." So plese pray that I put the situation in God's hand, God takes the effect of the stress,that I overcome and still live and declare the Glory of the Lord.
The Mission of The American Red Cross, states that it is a humanitarian organization, led by volunteers and guided by its Congressional Charter and the Fundamental Principles of the International Red Cross movement, provides relief to
victims of disaster and helps people prevent, prepare for and respond to
emergencies. Focus in my particular situation is that I need for them to provide relief to help prevent prepare for an emergency.
&*******************************************************************************
Subject: RE: 'CaseID=001-143-494'Red Cross Inquiry-URGENT Relief
Date: Fri, 15 Sep 2006 15:55:19 -0400
From: "B Caudell" Block Address
To: Peacenowst
Reply Reply Reply All Reply All Forward Forward Print Print Delete Delete
Hello Peacenowst
Thank you for contacting the Northwest North Carolina Chapter of the
American Red Cross. Our organization's mission is to assist families
needing disaster relief, such as house fire, flood or etc. However,
there are plenty of other organizations in Forsyth County that you could
contact for help or information with your situation:
1. United Way 2-1-1 - 723-3601
2. The Salvation Army - 723-6366
3. The Bethesda Center - 722-9951
4. Experiment in Self-Reliance - 722-9400
5. Housing Authority of W-Salem - 727-8500
I see that you have a Winston-Salem State University email address, you
could also contact a counselor on campus to see if the university could
help you with your needs as well. I hope you are able to resolve your
dispute soon. Good luck and please feel free to contact us with
questions or concerns. I am sorry that I could not be of further help.
Thank you.
Buffy
B. R. Caudell
Director of Public Affairs & Technology
American Red Cross
Northwest North Carolina Chapter
690 Coliseum Drive
Winston-Salem, North Carolina 27106
www.nwnc-redcross.org
Subject: RE: 'CaseID=001-143-494'Red Cross Inquiry-URGENT Relief
Date: Fri, 15 Sep 2006 16:12:28 -0400
From: "Buffy Caudell" Block Address
To: Peacenowst
Reply Reply Reply All Reply All Forward Forward Print Print Delete Delete
Ms. McCray.
I noticed that I also forgot to mention First Line - 727-8100.
They should be very helpful to you.
Thanks.
B
-----Original Message-----
From: B Caudell
Sent: Friday, September 15, 2006 3:55 PM
To: Peacenowst
Subject: RE: 'CaseID=001-143-494'Red Cross Inquiry-URGENT Relief
Hello Peacenowst
Thank you for contacting the Northwest North Carolina Chapter of the
American Red Cross. Our organization's mission is to assist families
needing disaster relief, such as house fire, flood or etc. However,
there are plenty of other organizations in Forsyth County that you could
contact for help or information with your situation:
1. United Way 2-1-1 - 723-3601
2. The Salvation Army - 723-6366
3. The Bethesda Center - 722-9951
4. Experiment in Self-Reliance - 722-9400 5. Housing Authority of
W-Salem - 727-8500
I see that you have a Winston-Salem State University email address, you
could also contact a counselor on campus to see if the university could
help you with your needs as well. I hope you are able to resolve your
dispute soon. Good luck and please feel free to contact us with
questions or concerns. I am sorry that I could not be of further help.
Thank you.
Buffy
B R. Caudell
Director of Public Affairs & Technology
American Red Cross
Northwest North Carolina Chapter
690 Coliseum Drive
Winston-Salem, North Carolina 27106
www.nwnc-redcross.org
Mission: The American Red Cross, a humanitarian organization, led by
volunteers and guided by its Congressional Charter and the Fundamental
Principles of the International Red Cross movement, provides relief to
victims of disaster and helps people prevent, prepare for and respond to
emergencies.
posted by peaceblog at 8:23 AM
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Each of Us Have A Right To Give Our Opinion
9/12/06 9:40 am est
On 9/11/06 while listening to an am radio station WSJS heard a commentator say,
"Each of us have a right to give our opinion about this country without being labeled anything else other than an American." Then the radio commerical came on and I said I wish I had heard who the person was=like to give people their due credit. And sure enough when the commentator came back on he gave his name; Dave Ross. So I wrote down the name of the Radio station and the approximate time, which was WSJS at 6:38 pm.. The commentator had been talking about how tragic September 11, 2001 was when the World Trade Towers had been knocked down and the fact that the people who did it should be dealt with. But the commentators major point was that as citizens in the United States of America, that each of us have a right to give our opinion about the United States without being labeled anything else other than an American. And I am thinking that includes African Americans because most
African Americans do not have the luxury nor have they ever (without punishment) of expressing what they live in the United States which is their opinion. And being that the media is control by people who are not African Americans, African Americans do not have access to give their opinion about not being allowed to give their opinion without some form of punishment. In fact most African Americans are in shock when they are allowed to participate as regular citizens=redo. Can I please have and exercise my right to be able to give my opinion without being labeled something else other than an American? And without being maimed; killed or abused or punished in some other manner because an opinion was given. Can I live in America as a gifted African American citizen without being labeled anything else. The anything else that Dave Ross was talking about was that a citizen should be able to give their opinion without being labeled a terrorist. I ask can I give my opinion and still be allowed to work in America. Huh can I? Can I give my opinion and still have relationships with my family members and mebers of the opporsite sex? Huh! can I?
Can i give my opinion and not have my family members maimed, killed, abused, tortured, Huh! can I? Can I give my opinion in America and not be classified as a terrorist? Huh! Can I. Can I give my opinion in America and not be killed? Huh! Can I?
I would send this to the people who decide who can give their opinion and not be maimed, abused, labeled a terrorist or killed; but I don't have their address so I will just give my opinion and publish it on this blog.
Peacenowst
************************************************************************************
Also last week went to the local Boarders Book Store to locate a book titled "Eugenics Nation" by Alexandria Stern and they did not have the book. So I looked at some of the other books in which they were giving various types of information concerning personality development. One of the statements was that "As long as you let someone else make decisions regarding your career, dreams or aspirations; you have limited yourself drastically so that you are only as good as that person ALLOWS you to become. (p 222 Sherry Argov) It was advice that was given to women in general; but they are words that I have searched for for years. How can you become who you are suppose to be if someone else is telling you who you are; It's as if they have a crytal ball or they are God and if you don't know God a person will aloow them to tell them who they are. I have encountered too many times when they have told people who I am and when I encounter some of those same people who believed them; the opposite is true.
Peacnowst
On 9/11/06 while listening to an am radio station WSJS heard a commentator say,
"Each of us have a right to give our opinion about this country without being labeled anything else other than an American." Then the radio commerical came on and I said I wish I had heard who the person was=like to give people their due credit. And sure enough when the commentator came back on he gave his name; Dave Ross. So I wrote down the name of the Radio station and the approximate time, which was WSJS at 6:38 pm.. The commentator had been talking about how tragic September 11, 2001 was when the World Trade Towers had been knocked down and the fact that the people who did it should be dealt with. But the commentators major point was that as citizens in the United States of America, that each of us have a right to give our opinion about the United States without being labeled anything else other than an American. And I am thinking that includes African Americans because most
African Americans do not have the luxury nor have they ever (without punishment) of expressing what they live in the United States which is their opinion. And being that the media is control by people who are not African Americans, African Americans do not have access to give their opinion about not being allowed to give their opinion without some form of punishment. In fact most African Americans are in shock when they are allowed to participate as regular citizens=redo. Can I please have and exercise my right to be able to give my opinion without being labeled something else other than an American? And without being maimed; killed or abused or punished in some other manner because an opinion was given. Can I live in America as a gifted African American citizen without being labeled anything else. The anything else that Dave Ross was talking about was that a citizen should be able to give their opinion without being labeled a terrorist. I ask can I give my opinion and still be allowed to work in America. Huh can I? Can I give my opinion and still have relationships with my family members and mebers of the opporsite sex? Huh! can I?
Can i give my opinion and not have my family members maimed, killed, abused, tortured, Huh! can I? Can I give my opinion in America and not be classified as a terrorist? Huh! Can I. Can I give my opinion in America and not be killed? Huh! Can I?
I would send this to the people who decide who can give their opinion and not be maimed, abused, labeled a terrorist or killed; but I don't have their address so I will just give my opinion and publish it on this blog.
Peacenowst
************************************************************************************
Also last week went to the local Boarders Book Store to locate a book titled "Eugenics Nation" by Alexandria Stern and they did not have the book. So I looked at some of the other books in which they were giving various types of information concerning personality development. One of the statements was that "As long as you let someone else make decisions regarding your career, dreams or aspirations; you have limited yourself drastically so that you are only as good as that person ALLOWS you to become. (p 222 Sherry Argov) It was advice that was given to women in general; but they are words that I have searched for for years. How can you become who you are suppose to be if someone else is telling you who you are; It's as if they have a crytal ball or they are God and if you don't know God a person will aloow them to tell them who they are. I have encountered too many times when they have told people who I am and when I encounter some of those same people who believed them; the opposite is true.
Peacnowst
Thursday, September 07, 2006
EXCERPT
9/7/06
Following is an EXCERPT from a previous blog:
"While writing this (which started with an ink pen about 30 years ago); a white male sat beside me and started placing paper and a pen in personal space. He laid the ink pen down after I put something over his paper which does not mean anything to anybody EXCEPT when you concider the fact that (when I first met the person who works in the restrurant who they will not allow to socialize with me) I gave them an ink pen,which they??? know about=It could mean that if I don't let them=white male=??? have control over me then they will take communication away (white male taking the ink pen after I put something over his paper in my space). Which brings me to this, since I have shared, maybe some of the people in the share group will share their opinons. What would they do? Give in to being controled so they can have a relationship(s) or believe that God can establish the relationship(s) even after they have taken half your family members lives???? and relationships(s)away."
As I was writing this portion of the blog God was speaking; he said that it doesn't matter what they do because if the person that is interested in me is not allowed to socialize with me or vs versa then they=??? can't get what they want. Because he so design it so that certain connections have to take place in order for certain developments to occur=which they understand=why they keep family members and certain others separated. So that means that if there is no connection between me and the person who they will not allow to socialize with me= I can't go any futher; therefore am released from pursuing anything that looks like peace or anything else, which means that I can concentrate on me and enjoying myself.
Which brings me to this point, which I read about in a book at the local "Boarders Book Store" in which person was giving advice about how to grow a business in which they stated that one of the quickest ways to achieve your goals is to study your competitors; then use the information to either do or not do something based upon what they do. Which is what I have been trying to say for years. That is what they have been doing with me=forceing me in situations in which I have no alternative but to deal; then they use the information to determine what to do and what not to do. So I have to thank God for helping them to release me.
And while I am mentioning it; while atthe local "Boarders Book Store" asked them if they had the new book that everyobdyis talking about "Eugenics Nation"; they looked it up and they did not have it. Then another clerk was called in and she looked up something after I gave her the authors's name Alexandria Stern and said that the book cost $60>00 but that they did not have the book. I asked herif they would be carrying the book and she said that she doubted it. I asked "why?" She said, "because those kinds of books are not in high demand." So, I ask,"What section would that book be in and what other kinds of books did they have?" She said, "They don't have asection for those kinds of books?" I left it alone because it is no surprise to me that THOSE kinds of books would not be located in a major book store in a city that specializes in "eugenics".
Peacenowst
Following is an EXCERPT from a previous blog:
"While writing this (which started with an ink pen about 30 years ago); a white male sat beside me and started placing paper and a pen in personal space. He laid the ink pen down after I put something over his paper which does not mean anything to anybody EXCEPT when you concider the fact that (when I first met the person who works in the restrurant who they will not allow to socialize with me) I gave them an ink pen,which they??? know about=It could mean that if I don't let them=white male=??? have control over me then they will take communication away (white male taking the ink pen after I put something over his paper in my space). Which brings me to this, since I have shared, maybe some of the people in the share group will share their opinons. What would they do? Give in to being controled so they can have a relationship(s) or believe that God can establish the relationship(s) even after they have taken half your family members lives???? and relationships(s)away."
As I was writing this portion of the blog God was speaking; he said that it doesn't matter what they do because if the person that is interested in me is not allowed to socialize with me or vs versa then they=??? can't get what they want. Because he so design it so that certain connections have to take place in order for certain developments to occur=which they understand=why they keep family members and certain others separated. So that means that if there is no connection between me and the person who they will not allow to socialize with me= I can't go any futher; therefore am released from pursuing anything that looks like peace or anything else, which means that I can concentrate on me and enjoying myself.
Which brings me to this point, which I read about in a book at the local "Boarders Book Store" in which person was giving advice about how to grow a business in which they stated that one of the quickest ways to achieve your goals is to study your competitors; then use the information to either do or not do something based upon what they do. Which is what I have been trying to say for years. That is what they have been doing with me=forceing me in situations in which I have no alternative but to deal; then they use the information to determine what to do and what not to do. So I have to thank God for helping them to release me.
And while I am mentioning it; while atthe local "Boarders Book Store" asked them if they had the new book that everyobdyis talking about "Eugenics Nation"; they looked it up and they did not have it. Then another clerk was called in and she looked up something after I gave her the authors's name Alexandria Stern and said that the book cost $60>00 but that they did not have the book. I asked herif they would be carrying the book and she said that she doubted it. I asked "why?" She said, "because those kinds of books are not in high demand." So, I ask,"What section would that book be in and what other kinds of books did they have?" She said, "They don't have asection for those kinds of books?" I left it alone because it is no surprise to me that THOSE kinds of books would not be located in a major book store in a city that specializes in "eugenics".
Peacenowst
SHARE
9/7/06
On "The Petition Site" in which I sometimes go to, they have a share page where you write something that you would like to share. Then they have groups that you can join and share specific opinons with. I joined one of the share groups "Angels Among Us". Sometimes when I share; some of the group members will send me an elctronic hug(which if those who put the fence up have their way; that is the way that every body will get their hugs.) Anyway, after Labor Day, one of them sent me a hung and asked if I would like to share about my labor day experience because I had made a request to solicit funds in front of a local store. I was concerned because the Community Development Specialist sent the email back in my maiden name instead of my married name. And I explained why I was concerned, because the city that I am EXISTING in (I say exist because I am not allowed to socialize=For example on yesterday went to the restrurant in which I eat where someone took an interest in me. Because of lack of funds I could not go to the restrurant and eat. By the time that I got back to the restrurant the person was too reserved; they had taken them off of the floor which was an easier job and placed them in the back of the restrurant which is a dirtier job;gave them more hours(which the person wanted)-but cut their pay. And knowing their system there is no telling what they are communicating to the person concerning having a relationship with me. They=??? have just about ran all of my family members away to the extent that if I go around them or any of them come around me they are punished. The other interesting thing at the restrurant is that they have put another person of the opposite sex (someone with similar features of someone in my family) in the place of the person who they won't allow to socialize with me (because they want me to refoucus on the family member instead of personthey will not allow me to socialize with= to use the relative to control me=if I do as they want=the relative is given a good jobe, etc.; if I don't then the person stays in low paying job, etc..) They have also changed the manager at the restrurant and replaced him with a younger manager who has the same name of one of my brothers. The new manager came from the city where my relative lives and who they replaced with the person they will not allow me to socialize with for a person who has similar features of the person in my family. In other words my family member lives in the same city that the new manager came from. All of this took place within one week. I asked the new manager what happen to the old manager and he said that he was sent to the restrurant in the city that hehad come from.
It is interesting also that the two cities that I am talking about just had a football game in which the city that the new manager came from lost the football game and the city that I am living in won the football game. It is interesting because the last time the city that I live in won the football game between the two cities was in 1969. It is also interesting because the family member(who they want to use to control me)lives went to college and works in the city where the new manager came from. Where as I worked and attended school in the city where the old restrurant manager came from. The family member,who they want to use to control me,t lives in the city where they lost but they ususally win, attended that game, which was unusal for them (special treat). So a lot of changes and coincidences since last week over the Labor Day holidays, which is why I did not respond to one of the group members on "The Petiton Site" who asked if I wanted to share. As Successful as the fundraiser was; there were so many other things taken in terms of normacy (being normal). In one of my sociology classes we studied an issue related to stress which stated that the more major point of reference is changed in the life of an individual; the more they experience abnormal stress and age quicker (sort of like when the old Mother and Daughter store was knocked down when/as I went to the court house to get a court date to keep my mother from putting my things on the street=coincidental=???? Their knocking down the building was to be symbolic of major change; knocking down a major point of referance. For example just about all of the major reference points for the family member who now lives in the city that the new manager is from, have been drastically altered in the city that I live in; which is where they were born and raised. For example just saw in the local paper where they are trying to close the high school that the person went to. They have already changed their junior high school to a place where only the students who are considered thugs go. They even changed the chicken salad that both of us would go to. It was at a different local restrurant, which was special to us becuase we did not have a lot of money to go other places. Is it coincidental that they only changed the chicken salad? Yes, the the fundraiser for funds and volunteers was a success; but IF you include the fact that the brother who has the same name as the new manager had a birthday party=special event in our family- and I was not invited or even told about the party (because they tell my earthly sister how to treat me-they told her not to invite me); along with the fact that negative elements relating to my having the last name that I have did show up but at a distance and some not distant enough; THEN I would have to say that it is a shame that a person cannot persue achievement in life(fundraiser) without someone going behind their back and altering their life/relationships.
So I will ask the share group on "The Petition Site' if they think that my labor day was a success or a failure being that I gained an opportunity but was the recipant of too many co-incidences which from my perspective were not positive for me?
And while writing this (which started with an ink pen about 30 years ago); a white male sat beside me and started placing paper and a pen in personal space. He laid the ink pen down after I put something over his paper which does not mean anything to anybody EXCEPT when you concider the fact that (when I first met the person who works in the restrurant who they will not allow to socialize with me) I gave them an ink pen,which they??? know about=It could mean that if I don't let them=white male=??? have control over me then they will take communication away (white male taking the ink pen after I put something over his paper in my space). Which brings me to this, since I have shared, maybe some of the people in the share group will share their opinons. What would they do give in to being controled so they can have a relationship(s) or believe that God can establish the relationship(s) even after they have taken half your family members lives???? and relationships(s)away.
Peacenowst
On "The Petition Site" in which I sometimes go to, they have a share page where you write something that you would like to share. Then they have groups that you can join and share specific opinons with. I joined one of the share groups "Angels Among Us". Sometimes when I share; some of the group members will send me an elctronic hug(which if those who put the fence up have their way; that is the way that every body will get their hugs.) Anyway, after Labor Day, one of them sent me a hung and asked if I would like to share about my labor day experience because I had made a request to solicit funds in front of a local store. I was concerned because the Community Development Specialist sent the email back in my maiden name instead of my married name. And I explained why I was concerned, because the city that I am EXISTING in (I say exist because I am not allowed to socialize=For example on yesterday went to the restrurant in which I eat where someone took an interest in me. Because of lack of funds I could not go to the restrurant and eat. By the time that I got back to the restrurant the person was too reserved; they had taken them off of the floor which was an easier job and placed them in the back of the restrurant which is a dirtier job;gave them more hours(which the person wanted)-but cut their pay. And knowing their system there is no telling what they are communicating to the person concerning having a relationship with me. They=??? have just about ran all of my family members away to the extent that if I go around them or any of them come around me they are punished. The other interesting thing at the restrurant is that they have put another person of the opposite sex (someone with similar features of someone in my family) in the place of the person who they won't allow to socialize with me (because they want me to refoucus on the family member instead of personthey will not allow me to socialize with= to use the relative to control me=if I do as they want=the relative is given a good jobe, etc.; if I don't then the person stays in low paying job, etc..) They have also changed the manager at the restrurant and replaced him with a younger manager who has the same name of one of my brothers. The new manager came from the city where my relative lives and who they replaced with the person they will not allow me to socialize with for a person who has similar features of the person in my family. In other words my family member lives in the same city that the new manager came from. All of this took place within one week. I asked the new manager what happen to the old manager and he said that he was sent to the restrurant in the city that hehad come from.
It is interesting also that the two cities that I am talking about just had a football game in which the city that the new manager came from lost the football game and the city that I am living in won the football game. It is interesting because the last time the city that I live in won the football game between the two cities was in 1969. It is also interesting because the family member(who they want to use to control me)lives went to college and works in the city where the new manager came from. Where as I worked and attended school in the city where the old restrurant manager came from. The family member,who they want to use to control me,t lives in the city where they lost but they ususally win, attended that game, which was unusal for them (special treat). So a lot of changes and coincidences since last week over the Labor Day holidays, which is why I did not respond to one of the group members on "The Petiton Site" who asked if I wanted to share. As Successful as the fundraiser was; there were so many other things taken in terms of normacy (being normal). In one of my sociology classes we studied an issue related to stress which stated that the more major point of reference is changed in the life of an individual; the more they experience abnormal stress and age quicker (sort of like when the old Mother and Daughter store was knocked down when/as I went to the court house to get a court date to keep my mother from putting my things on the street=coincidental=???? Their knocking down the building was to be symbolic of major change; knocking down a major point of referance. For example just about all of the major reference points for the family member who now lives in the city that the new manager is from, have been drastically altered in the city that I live in; which is where they were born and raised. For example just saw in the local paper where they are trying to close the high school that the person went to. They have already changed their junior high school to a place where only the students who are considered thugs go. They even changed the chicken salad that both of us would go to. It was at a different local restrurant, which was special to us becuase we did not have a lot of money to go other places. Is it coincidental that they only changed the chicken salad? Yes, the the fundraiser for funds and volunteers was a success; but IF you include the fact that the brother who has the same name as the new manager had a birthday party=special event in our family- and I was not invited or even told about the party (because they tell my earthly sister how to treat me-they told her not to invite me); along with the fact that negative elements relating to my having the last name that I have did show up but at a distance and some not distant enough; THEN I would have to say that it is a shame that a person cannot persue achievement in life(fundraiser) without someone going behind their back and altering their life/relationships.
So I will ask the share group on "The Petition Site' if they think that my labor day was a success or a failure being that I gained an opportunity but was the recipant of too many co-incidences which from my perspective were not positive for me?
And while writing this (which started with an ink pen about 30 years ago); a white male sat beside me and started placing paper and a pen in personal space. He laid the ink pen down after I put something over his paper which does not mean anything to anybody EXCEPT when you concider the fact that (when I first met the person who works in the restrurant who they will not allow to socialize with me) I gave them an ink pen,which they??? know about=It could mean that if I don't let them=white male=??? have control over me then they will take communication away (white male taking the ink pen after I put something over his paper in my space). Which brings me to this, since I have shared, maybe some of the people in the share group will share their opinons. What would they do give in to being controled so they can have a relationship(s) or believe that God can establish the relationship(s) even after they have taken half your family members lives???? and relationships(s)away.
Peacenowst
