Thursday, September 07, 2006
EXCERPT
9/7/06
Following is an EXCERPT from a previous blog:
"While writing this (which started with an ink pen about 30 years ago); a white male sat beside me and started placing paper and a pen in personal space. He laid the ink pen down after I put something over his paper which does not mean anything to anybody EXCEPT when you concider the fact that (when I first met the person who works in the restrurant who they will not allow to socialize with me) I gave them an ink pen,which they??? know about=It could mean that if I don't let them=white male=??? have control over me then they will take communication away (white male taking the ink pen after I put something over his paper in my space). Which brings me to this, since I have shared, maybe some of the people in the share group will share their opinons. What would they do? Give in to being controled so they can have a relationship(s) or believe that God can establish the relationship(s) even after they have taken half your family members lives???? and relationships(s)away."
As I was writing this portion of the blog God was speaking; he said that it doesn't matter what they do because if the person that is interested in me is not allowed to socialize with me or vs versa then they=??? can't get what they want. Because he so design it so that certain connections have to take place in order for certain developments to occur=which they understand=why they keep family members and certain others separated. So that means that if there is no connection between me and the person who they will not allow to socialize with me= I can't go any futher; therefore am released from pursuing anything that looks like peace or anything else, which means that I can concentrate on me and enjoying myself.
Which brings me to this point, which I read about in a book at the local "Boarders Book Store" in which person was giving advice about how to grow a business in which they stated that one of the quickest ways to achieve your goals is to study your competitors; then use the information to either do or not do something based upon what they do. Which is what I have been trying to say for years. That is what they have been doing with me=forceing me in situations in which I have no alternative but to deal; then they use the information to determine what to do and what not to do. So I have to thank God for helping them to release me.
And while I am mentioning it; while atthe local "Boarders Book Store" asked them if they had the new book that everyobdyis talking about "Eugenics Nation"; they looked it up and they did not have it. Then another clerk was called in and she looked up something after I gave her the authors's name Alexandria Stern and said that the book cost $60>00 but that they did not have the book. I asked herif they would be carrying the book and she said that she doubted it. I asked "why?" She said, "because those kinds of books are not in high demand." So, I ask,"What section would that book be in and what other kinds of books did they have?" She said, "They don't have asection for those kinds of books?" I left it alone because it is no surprise to me that THOSE kinds of books would not be located in a major book store in a city that specializes in "eugenics".
Peacenowst
Following is an EXCERPT from a previous blog:
"While writing this (which started with an ink pen about 30 years ago); a white male sat beside me and started placing paper and a pen in personal space. He laid the ink pen down after I put something over his paper which does not mean anything to anybody EXCEPT when you concider the fact that (when I first met the person who works in the restrurant who they will not allow to socialize with me) I gave them an ink pen,which they??? know about=It could mean that if I don't let them=white male=??? have control over me then they will take communication away (white male taking the ink pen after I put something over his paper in my space). Which brings me to this, since I have shared, maybe some of the people in the share group will share their opinons. What would they do? Give in to being controled so they can have a relationship(s) or believe that God can establish the relationship(s) even after they have taken half your family members lives???? and relationships(s)away."
As I was writing this portion of the blog God was speaking; he said that it doesn't matter what they do because if the person that is interested in me is not allowed to socialize with me or vs versa then they=??? can't get what they want. Because he so design it so that certain connections have to take place in order for certain developments to occur=which they understand=why they keep family members and certain others separated. So that means that if there is no connection between me and the person who they will not allow to socialize with me= I can't go any futher; therefore am released from pursuing anything that looks like peace or anything else, which means that I can concentrate on me and enjoying myself.
Which brings me to this point, which I read about in a book at the local "Boarders Book Store" in which person was giving advice about how to grow a business in which they stated that one of the quickest ways to achieve your goals is to study your competitors; then use the information to either do or not do something based upon what they do. Which is what I have been trying to say for years. That is what they have been doing with me=forceing me in situations in which I have no alternative but to deal; then they use the information to determine what to do and what not to do. So I have to thank God for helping them to release me.
And while I am mentioning it; while atthe local "Boarders Book Store" asked them if they had the new book that everyobdyis talking about "Eugenics Nation"; they looked it up and they did not have it. Then another clerk was called in and she looked up something after I gave her the authors's name Alexandria Stern and said that the book cost $60>00 but that they did not have the book. I asked herif they would be carrying the book and she said that she doubted it. I asked "why?" She said, "because those kinds of books are not in high demand." So, I ask,"What section would that book be in and what other kinds of books did they have?" She said, "They don't have asection for those kinds of books?" I left it alone because it is no surprise to me that THOSE kinds of books would not be located in a major book store in a city that specializes in "eugenics".
Peacenowst
