Wednesday, August 22, 2007
BEHAVE
8/22/07
On 8/21/07 Went to the local restuarant to eat in which the day before; situation occured in which I called "Focus on the Family" and requested prayer=thing is, that after I mentioned how pissed I was about how my family members had left the face of the earth before their time and everybody sat and watched=certain elements of society showed up=told the lady at 'Focus on the Family" that the phone were probably bugged=long story short=as I was going through the eating line=white female who usually reads the bible said that she was reading out of romans= I asked her what was the word and she said, "Behave yourself!"; finished getting my food and went and sat down=after eating went to the cashier=which when I came in was a hispanic female=she harasses with an under current; not to sure of her position yet=anyway another lady had replaced her late middle aged and as she was giving me change=told me to "BEHAVE"=never saw the lady before yesterday; but she seemed too comfortable with me=which means she has probably been studying me through their cameras=?????I told her that seemed to be the word for today="BEHAVE"=she just smiled.
When I got home=decided to look up the word "BEHAVE"= the definitions come from the Merriam Webster Collegiate Dictionary, 11th edition, springfield, Mass, USA, 2003=!. #1.BEHAVE=1.To conduct(oneself) in a PROPER manner; A-1. applies to the meeting of a standard of what is PROPER or decorous(marked by propriety and good taste; correct)
Propriety=the quality or state of being {PROPER), appropriateness;
CORRECT=to make or set right; amend, counteract, neutralize; to alter or adjust so as to bring to some standard or REQUIRED condition;2-a. To punish (as a child) with a view to reforming or improving (b) topoint out usu. for amendment the errors or faults of (c) Conforming to the strict requirement of a specific ideology or set of beliefs or values.
SYN. for correct=correct, rectify, emend, remedy, redress, amend, reform revise;
correct=take action to remove errors, faults, deviations defects;syn. for correct=PUNISHMENT;
Corerction=(b) Rebuke punishment (c) a bringing into conformity with a STANDARD=????
CORRECTIONAL=????
revise=means to make right what is wrong;
redress=implies making compensation or reparation for an unfairness, injustice or imbalance (redress social injustice);
#2.SYN. BEHAVE= conduct, deport, comport, acquit; conduct=implies action or behavior that shows the extent of one's power to control or direct oneself; deport=implies behaving so as to show how one fonforms to conventional rules of discipline or propriety (proper or appropriate); comport=suggest conduct measured by what is expected or required of one in a CERTAIN class or POSITION; certain=FIXED, SETTLED; certainty=the qualityor state of being certain, esp. on the basis of evidence=???;
fixed=(a)to make firm stable (b) to give PERMANANT or final form to; settled=to establlish or secure permanantly (p1139)
Now that all the definitions have been posted=as I was posting=two white females on the same day=AFTER I had called the "Focus on the Family" ministry for prayer and after explaining why I was requesting prayer=that after thinking about the fact that my family members had been taken off the face of the earth BEFORE their time and nobody had helped me=that I was pissed=IMMEDIATELY="Are you going to hurt someone=???=I asked her why would I want to hurt someone????=anyway after leaving I began to think about what both white females had told me=to behave=so I decided to look up the word=so that I would know exactly what they thought they meant=!!!!!!
The first definition to BEHAVE=#1.BEHAVE=1.To conduct(oneself) in a PROPER manner;
A. 1. applies to the meeting of a standard of what is PROPER or decorous(marked by
propriety and good taste; correct)Propriety=the quality or state of being {PROPER), appropriateness; Based upon the first definition I should conduct myself in a PROPER manner; meet the standard of what is PROPER=which to me if one considers the fact that two of my earthly brothers have been murdered, my earthly father; four to five male cousins,aunts, uncles,so they say=they stole a twin=????put a camera in my eye;intentionally filled the house I live in with rodents, lied on me, put me in jail for not having money, blocked me out of over three decades of earning income=yada, yada, yada=!!!!!!!=meaning if I were to BEHAVE, which means to conduct myself in the PROPER manner; then based upon the STANDARD of the United States of America, the US Constitution, and the laws of the land=after I have sought help from the proper authorities and they have ignored the standards of the United States of America; by every indication, for me to conduct myself in a PROPER ( 1. adapted or appropriate to the purpose or circumstances; fit; suitable)manner would mean that my right to defend myself, family, etc.. So if I were to do as the two white females said,"BEHAVE MYSELF"; I should what is PROPER=1. adapted or appropriate to the purpose or circumstances; fit; suitable=do whatever necessary to defend me or my family=Being that doing what is PROPER (1. adapted or appropriate to the purpose or circumstances; fit; suitable)=means adapting or what is appropriate to the purpose or circumstances=??????
AS I continued to observe the frist part of the definition for "BEHAVE"= the word CORRECT stood out=meaning if someone is behaving they are doing what is correct=
=to make or set right; amend, counteract, neutralize; to alter or adjust so as to bring to some standard or REQUIRED condition= meaning that noone(correction a few people) have tried to make or set right the wrongs that have been done to me and my family=always a catch=which is usally negative; like some dam kind of trick=there have been attempts to correct, to amend, counteract, nuetralize alter or , to amend, counteract, nuetralize alter or adjust so as to bring to some standard or REQUIRED condition for me or my family members=but it has been the opposite=???As stated on many of my blogs=various reasons why they=???have harassed, instead of correct the situation in terms of compensation for what has been done to me and my family=mainly for lack of better terminology=because of my wanting to serve the real God who made Jesus Christ of Nazareth, instead of the white male system=which would be the RQUIRED condition in the portion of the definition of CORRECT which states "adjust so as to bring to some standard or REQUIRED condition"=No where in the United States Consstitution, etc. have I ever read that in order to recieve the benefits of being born a United States citizen or WORKING as a United States citizen, that a person had to serve, worship or support the white male system=in fact I thought that the system belongs to all American born citizens=so why are hispanics(usually illegal) receiving first access to the benefits of being an American born citizen=Even people who apply for citizenship in the United States have first access to benefits that the people who are born in the United States do not have=?????????
Back to the point concerning BEHAVING= If a person "BEHAVES"=they should be considered to be doing something CORRECT=and if they are doing something "CORRECT"=they should take action to remove errors, faults, deviations defects;syn. for correct=PUNISHMENT=So, why has noone corrected or attempted to address the situation to correct the murders of my family members, the stealing of a twin, a camera in my eye,the thirty plus years of abuse and harassment,etc. in which any real African American can acknowledge in their own life=Why has noone tried to remove the erros, faults, deviations of their system=Oh! I know=because to do so would make me right, which would make their system void, which would mean they would have to put out a whole lot of money to correct their system and it would mean they would have to compensate me for everything done to me, my family, etc.=It would also mean that they and their system are guilty of a lot of MIS-BEHAVING=?????=But then again, "God said= that's where "CORRECTION"=(b) Rebuke punishment (c) a bringing into conformity with a STANDARD=???? takes place=(meaning that those who don't understand the REQUIRED condition=(working for the white male system)= usually end up=in the CORRECTIONAL facilities(no other work available or allowed in the African American community=can't speak for other communities)=that the people usually go to the CORRECTIONAL facilities in order to meet the REQUIRED conditions or STANDARDS????=[AND I do have enough sense to KNOW that everybody in a CORRECTIONAL facility is not innocent]=???
To be continued (LOrd Willing)
Peacenowst
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Copy of prayer request made on Schambach prayer board follows:
8/22/07
Please pray concerning the following=to confirm that African American in the church are harassed and do not and are not allowed to get or recieve compensation=heard on the television "Ask the Pastor" program (channel 61) an African American woman, almost crying="Do you always have problems all the time; Are the problems always going to be constant; do you ever get a break?"=The African American minister muttered something to the effect that as a Christian she would be going through; the white female minister said, "Well you should recieve some kind of break, you shouldn't be under constant problems!!!=point is that Christian African American females are under constant attack; they do not recieve a break and if they say something then they are made to think that they are the ones at fault of weak; BUT on the other hand the white females in the church know about having a break and many breaks to the point that they don't fill the dam stress of constant problems because for one thing their man isn't set up and placed in jail; most African American females who are Christians or if their man is a Christian have been put in jail=to teach them of coarse=//////?????????????
The word says, which most African Americans have not experienced because they are trying to live as an African American who is a Christian instead of as an African American Christian who has agreed to give up their heritage as an African American in order to support the Caucasion (white) Christian agenda; that is inside the church=???????
The word as I was saying says=How excellent is they loving kindness O God! They shall be abundantly satisfied with the fatness of they house and thous wholl make them drink of the river of pleasures=African American females who are Christians get the dam opposite, EXCEPT for the 10% (like in the world)who the have for illusionary show!!!!!; The word also says, "O Taste and SEE that the LOrd is good; blessed is the man that trusth in him; I have trusteed in God for over thirty plus years but I keep getting dogged out worse instead kof recieving th e benifits of living as a dam Christian= When do
Africna Americns get to taste and
SEE that the Lord is good.; when they find a dam way to turn their skin black???????????=Trust me when I say they willluse this=meaning that they willlfix it so that the burden in the AFrican American church concerning females will be lesson just a tiny bit=to take a little of the stress off=wouldn't want there to be a big blowup on the church=then people would know that there is really something wrong=?????????
Oh and please pray that God will intervene so that all the spirits from top to bottom that are trying to put me in any type of confinement will not allowed in my presence=to the extent that if they do show up that after they look upon me=whithin five minutes that their spirit and physical portion are not allowed to be upon the face of the earth.
Those of you who know God's word, please pray, others of you will have to catch up.
Peace and prsoeprity to each and every one of you; Peacenowst
On 8/21/07 Went to the local restuarant to eat in which the day before; situation occured in which I called "Focus on the Family" and requested prayer=thing is, that after I mentioned how pissed I was about how my family members had left the face of the earth before their time and everybody sat and watched=certain elements of society showed up=told the lady at 'Focus on the Family" that the phone were probably bugged=long story short=as I was going through the eating line=white female who usually reads the bible said that she was reading out of romans= I asked her what was the word and she said, "Behave yourself!"; finished getting my food and went and sat down=after eating went to the cashier=which when I came in was a hispanic female=she harasses with an under current; not to sure of her position yet=anyway another lady had replaced her late middle aged and as she was giving me change=told me to "BEHAVE"=never saw the lady before yesterday; but she seemed too comfortable with me=which means she has probably been studying me through their cameras=?????I told her that seemed to be the word for today="BEHAVE"=she just smiled.
When I got home=decided to look up the word "BEHAVE"= the definitions come from the Merriam Webster Collegiate Dictionary, 11th edition, springfield, Mass, USA, 2003=!. #1.BEHAVE=1.To conduct(oneself) in a PROPER manner; A-1. applies to the meeting of a standard of what is PROPER or decorous(marked by propriety and good taste; correct)
Propriety=the quality or state of being {PROPER), appropriateness;
CORRECT=to make or set right; amend, counteract, neutralize; to alter or adjust so as to bring to some standard or REQUIRED condition;2-a. To punish (as a child) with a view to reforming or improving (b) topoint out usu. for amendment the errors or faults of (c) Conforming to the strict requirement of a specific ideology or set of beliefs or values.
SYN. for correct=correct, rectify, emend, remedy, redress, amend, reform revise;
correct=take action to remove errors, faults, deviations defects;syn. for correct=PUNISHMENT;
Corerction=(b) Rebuke punishment (c) a bringing into conformity with a STANDARD=????
CORRECTIONAL=????
revise=means to make right what is wrong;
redress=implies making compensation or reparation for an unfairness, injustice or imbalance (redress social injustice);
#2.SYN. BEHAVE= conduct, deport, comport, acquit; conduct=implies action or behavior that shows the extent of one's power to control or direct oneself; deport=implies behaving so as to show how one fonforms to conventional rules of discipline or propriety (proper or appropriate); comport=suggest conduct measured by what is expected or required of one in a CERTAIN class or POSITION; certain=FIXED, SETTLED; certainty=the qualityor state of being certain, esp. on the basis of evidence=???;
fixed=(a)to make firm stable (b) to give PERMANANT or final form to; settled=to establlish or secure permanantly (p1139)
Now that all the definitions have been posted=as I was posting=two white females on the same day=AFTER I had called the "Focus on the Family" ministry for prayer and after explaining why I was requesting prayer=that after thinking about the fact that my family members had been taken off the face of the earth BEFORE their time and nobody had helped me=that I was pissed=IMMEDIATELY="Are you going to hurt someone=???=I asked her why would I want to hurt someone????=anyway after leaving I began to think about what both white females had told me=to behave=so I decided to look up the word=so that I would know exactly what they thought they meant=!!!!!!
The first definition to BEHAVE=#1.BEHAVE=1.To conduct(oneself) in a PROPER manner;
A. 1. applies to the meeting of a standard of what is PROPER or decorous(marked by
propriety and good taste; correct)Propriety=the quality or state of being {PROPER), appropriateness; Based upon the first definition I should conduct myself in a PROPER manner; meet the standard of what is PROPER=which to me if one considers the fact that two of my earthly brothers have been murdered, my earthly father; four to five male cousins,aunts, uncles,so they say=they stole a twin=????put a camera in my eye;intentionally filled the house I live in with rodents, lied on me, put me in jail for not having money, blocked me out of over three decades of earning income=yada, yada, yada=!!!!!!!=meaning if I were to BEHAVE, which means to conduct myself in the PROPER manner; then based upon the STANDARD of the United States of America, the US Constitution, and the laws of the land=after I have sought help from the proper authorities and they have ignored the standards of the United States of America; by every indication, for me to conduct myself in a PROPER ( 1. adapted or appropriate to the purpose or circumstances; fit; suitable)manner would mean that my right to defend myself, family, etc.. So if I were to do as the two white females said,"BEHAVE MYSELF"; I should what is PROPER=1. adapted or appropriate to the purpose or circumstances; fit; suitable=do whatever necessary to defend me or my family=Being that doing what is PROPER (1. adapted or appropriate to the purpose or circumstances; fit; suitable)=means adapting or what is appropriate to the purpose or circumstances=??????
AS I continued to observe the frist part of the definition for "BEHAVE"= the word CORRECT stood out=meaning if someone is behaving they are doing what is correct=
=to make or set right; amend, counteract, neutralize; to alter or adjust so as to bring to some standard or REQUIRED condition= meaning that noone(correction a few people) have tried to make or set right the wrongs that have been done to me and my family=always a catch=which is usally negative; like some dam kind of trick=there have been attempts to correct, to amend, counteract, nuetralize alter or , to amend, counteract, nuetralize alter or adjust so as to bring to some standard or REQUIRED condition for me or my family members=but it has been the opposite=???As stated on many of my blogs=various reasons why they=???have harassed, instead of correct the situation in terms of compensation for what has been done to me and my family=mainly for lack of better terminology=because of my wanting to serve the real God who made Jesus Christ of Nazareth, instead of the white male system=which would be the RQUIRED condition in the portion of the definition of CORRECT which states "adjust so as to bring to some standard or REQUIRED condition"=No where in the United States Consstitution, etc. have I ever read that in order to recieve the benefits of being born a United States citizen or WORKING as a United States citizen, that a person had to serve, worship or support the white male system=in fact I thought that the system belongs to all American born citizens=so why are hispanics(usually illegal) receiving first access to the benefits of being an American born citizen=Even people who apply for citizenship in the United States have first access to benefits that the people who are born in the United States do not have=?????????
Back to the point concerning BEHAVING= If a person "BEHAVES"=they should be considered to be doing something CORRECT=and if they are doing something "CORRECT"=they should take action to remove errors, faults, deviations defects;syn. for correct=PUNISHMENT=So, why has noone corrected or attempted to address the situation to correct the murders of my family members, the stealing of a twin, a camera in my eye,the thirty plus years of abuse and harassment,etc. in which any real African American can acknowledge in their own life=Why has noone tried to remove the erros, faults, deviations of their system=Oh! I know=because to do so would make me right, which would make their system void, which would mean they would have to put out a whole lot of money to correct their system and it would mean they would have to compensate me for everything done to me, my family, etc.=It would also mean that they and their system are guilty of a lot of MIS-BEHAVING=?????=But then again, "God said= that's where "CORRECTION"=(b) Rebuke punishment (c) a bringing into conformity with a STANDARD=???? takes place=(meaning that those who don't understand the REQUIRED condition=(working for the white male system)= usually end up=in the CORRECTIONAL facilities(no other work available or allowed in the African American community=can't speak for other communities)=that the people usually go to the CORRECTIONAL facilities in order to meet the REQUIRED conditions or STANDARDS????=[AND I do have enough sense to KNOW that everybody in a CORRECTIONAL facility is not innocent]=???
To be continued (LOrd Willing)
Peacenowst
***********************************************************************
Copy of prayer request made on Schambach prayer board follows:
8/22/07
Please pray concerning the following=to confirm that African American in the church are harassed and do not and are not allowed to get or recieve compensation=heard on the television "Ask the Pastor" program (channel 61) an African American woman, almost crying="Do you always have problems all the time; Are the problems always going to be constant; do you ever get a break?"=The African American minister muttered something to the effect that as a Christian she would be going through; the white female minister said, "Well you should recieve some kind of break, you shouldn't be under constant problems!!!=point is that Christian African American females are under constant attack; they do not recieve a break and if they say something then they are made to think that they are the ones at fault of weak; BUT on the other hand the white females in the church know about having a break and many breaks to the point that they don't fill the dam stress of constant problems because for one thing their man isn't set up and placed in jail; most African American females who are Christians or if their man is a Christian have been put in jail=to teach them of coarse=//////?????????????
The word says, which most African Americans have not experienced because they are trying to live as an African American who is a Christian instead of as an African American Christian who has agreed to give up their heritage as an African American in order to support the Caucasion (white) Christian agenda; that is inside the church=???????
The word as I was saying says=How excellent is they loving kindness O God! They shall be abundantly satisfied with the fatness of they house and thous wholl make them drink of the river of pleasures=African American females who are Christians get the dam opposite, EXCEPT for the 10% (like in the world)who the have for illusionary show!!!!!; The word also says, "O Taste and SEE that the LOrd is good; blessed is the man that trusth in him; I have trusteed in God for over thirty plus years but I keep getting dogged out worse instead kof recieving th e benifits of living as a dam Christian= When do
Africna Americns get to taste and
SEE that the Lord is good.; when they find a dam way to turn their skin black???????????=Trust me when I say they willluse this=meaning that they willlfix it so that the burden in the AFrican American church concerning females will be lesson just a tiny bit=to take a little of the stress off=wouldn't want there to be a big blowup on the church=then people would know that there is really something wrong=?????????
Oh and please pray that God will intervene so that all the spirits from top to bottom that are trying to put me in any type of confinement will not allowed in my presence=to the extent that if they do show up that after they look upon me=whithin five minutes that their spirit and physical portion are not allowed to be upon the face of the earth.
Those of you who know God's word, please pray, others of you will have to catch up.
Peace and prsoeprity to each and every one of you; Peacenowst
