Friday, August 03, 2007

 

BE NICE????????????????

8/3/07

Have gotten the advice all my life; be nice, in fact one of the things my earthly mother told me while going through this stuff, be nice=???and heard the same thing the other day-BE NICE=???=which brings me to this point=being that the COMMUNITY BANK advertising is on the WSTA bus rountes that I am taking to work=really don't understand their system, especially the Community Bank ad=because being that presently working only ten to tweny hours a week on average=????and agin=why can I not get a job and EARN mMONEY instead of having to go to a bank and borrow money; I would like to =please forgive me =get ahead=and aI do know that being allowed to borrow money=is necessary once a person gets to a certian point to get ahead financally=!!!!!!!!!!!

Back to being nice=personally I think that I have been nice=and this is why=if one takes into consideration that;earthly fathter put inprison for over thirty five years= only to be let out early so that they could use him to harass me and then they murdered him in front of me (slowly, but nevertheless it was the same thing);murdered two of my brothers; stole child, said they stole my child's twin; put a camera in my eye; denied me access to work; financial prosperity and growth; killed four to five of my cousins; killed two of my aunts; and God said, uncles, I know of one; put me through psychological torture every day for over two and half years; denied me access to psychological counseling; sent newspapers to my front door as more psychological torture, intentionally put rodents in the house (by the way saw on news that they the city of Winston-Salem is trying to get rid of the rodents where they are building the new baseball stadium=say it is really a bad problem=most of the people who lived in the neighborhood, before they were told to move for the new baseball park were African American.);harassed me everyday on the WSTA bus and then when I complained, lied on me, and put me in jail(because I did not have the money to pay=???) and some one said BE NICE=????=am I missing something=????=DON'T ANSWER THAT!!!!!!!!!


Not to mention denying me access to my family members and access to me=to the point that they had psychologically prepared them for me not to be walking on the face of the earth=Why cannot they=just compensate me=MORE THAN A DAM DOLLAR=why=because then that would mean that THEY=don't control me=if I get a loan=then they control me=because you have to pay the loan back=vs having the money alrealy in the bank=which brings me to this=people keep asking me what are the answers; if you have all this knowledge and insight=what are the answers to the problems=God said and MONEY answereth all things=meaning the answers are connected to the money that they have blocked;=;

Heard a minister (off subject for a minute/but then again not really) talk about the fact that there seems to be an attack on the RIGHTS of Christians=???and that they church needs to stand up and fight the powers that be that try and take those rights away=interesting that they are talking about rights=every church that I have gone to asking for help has basically turned their heads (to hear on national television that the church needs to fight for their rights=???; point is that my rights have been violated on a daily basis almost second by second and you would think, that they would stop after decades; but no=even today riding on the Winston-Salem Transit Authority bus route 44=harassment=two things=first the female (African American ) got off the bus and just stood outside=way too long=eventually the male that was on the bus asked=What the hell is going on=??after she heard that she got back on the bus and drove; then the same bus driver after the man had gotten off=pulled the bus over to an unauthorize bus stop; and kept both doors shut=equivalent of being injail=when I aksed if I could get off=she said no=she was not at a designated authorize bus stop and she couldn't open the door; I told her I had issues with being shut up in close spaces and asked her to open the door or did I need to go through the window; eventually she jerked the bus around the corner and let me off=it's what you call psycological torture=they know who I am=someone told me that they had my picture in the drivers room at the bus station; so if I say or do anything their first response is you'll be put off the bus again=!!!!!????

Talking about BE NICE=of which I could list situation after situation=to get to this point=I think after going through all the dam hell and I have yet to retaliate, I think that I have been nice; KNOW; not think, but to KNOW and can prove that the situations that I have gone through are not coincidental but done to me intentionally, sort of like the incident with the bridge that collapsed=????joke=not the hurting people, but the bridge fallling=if anyone did a serious investigation, someone had been told numerous times that that bridge needed serious repairs, but because of the money, etc. issue their warnings were ignored now everyone can watch as the media covers everybody's behind or find one scapegoat to make everybody feel better.

Personally God said to communicate; as he leads, as I was saying personnally open to communication and don't even mind being nice; but do I have to be stupid too???????????????????????


Peacenowst

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