Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Write it Down!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!???????????????????
2/13/07
On Sunday 2/11/07 the pastor who has the ministry that is suppose to help people with clothes, furniture, food, etc. made a statement=he was standing before the congregation but he looked at me and said satan does not want you to settle=I thought about his statement, over and over again=he understands that I do not want to in what I call Christian plantation=(for African Americans=don't know about other's)=etc.=but as I thought about the statement=I said to myself=I could be settled if the people who God has put in place would do their job/and the people who may not know God but who had been hired to do a job=protect people from abuse, etc.=in other words=in order for me to be settled as he means it=so certain situations will stop occuring and my having to constantly overcome situation after situation after situation=I will have to as he says it= give up=meaning=agree to their system of who they say I am=????=and my question is = why can't they do they're jobs=correctly=no where in the constitution does it say that you cannot recieve the rights and priviledges of a country only if you work for a system=or them=???? it says that I have inalienable(sp) rights, but based upon my experiences my inaleinable rights have been denied=the pastor did not even want to provide what his ministry was called to do=not to mention a whole city of peoplee(documented) that have not done their job=and as long as the people who are suppose to do their job=don't do their job because I won't join them=then I will never be settled=So pray that God will fix it so that those who are suppose to do their jobs will do their jobs and stop attacking me because I won't join them.They talk about it being different for Christians in the US=how they are not persecuted like overseas, in China, etc.=please pray I get to know and see that=starting with on my job=after I posted prayer request about my earthly sister=person who use to give me a ride home at night=nastily said it was out of their way=????they had me work with jamongi=(Movie about a game=once started=had to be completed=people had to go through a lot of strange situations=????)= pray God gives me victory over the demon jamongi=Also pray God fixes it so that the fact that they have stolen my stability/settleness works for me instead of against me. The other thing is that I read a book and one of the things that they say a person should do to change their life=to write down what you want=and I began to think about it=What I want= is my privacy back=they put a camera in my eye, etc.= also I heard a song this morning in which the woman was singing her love to her man and telling him that his secrets were safe with her= that will never be the case for me=cause whoever or whatever I look at=they look at=also this morning I heard a commercial for electronic toys=in which the toy reponds to the child like it was alive=can imagine some of them toys having cameras also=?????? and based upon what they told me that when I had a child=I had twins=I want the twin back=also thinking about the earring being at the opposite end of the church that I had not been it=being that they put a camera on me=I can just about imagine how the earring got to the opposite end of the church=Thanks for your prayers and may peace be within thy walls and prosperity within thy palaces.Peacenowst
On Sunday 2/11/07 the pastor who has the ministry that is suppose to help people with clothes, furniture, food, etc. made a statement=he was standing before the congregation but he looked at me and said satan does not want you to settle=I thought about his statement, over and over again=he understands that I do not want to in what I call Christian plantation=(for African Americans=don't know about other's)=etc.=but as I thought about the statement=I said to myself=I could be settled if the people who God has put in place would do their job/and the people who may not know God but who had been hired to do a job=protect people from abuse, etc.=in other words=in order for me to be settled as he means it=so certain situations will stop occuring and my having to constantly overcome situation after situation after situation=I will have to as he says it= give up=meaning=agree to their system of who they say I am=????=and my question is = why can't they do they're jobs=correctly=no where in the constitution does it say that you cannot recieve the rights and priviledges of a country only if you work for a system=or them=???? it says that I have inalienable(sp) rights, but based upon my experiences my inaleinable rights have been denied=the pastor did not even want to provide what his ministry was called to do=not to mention a whole city of peoplee(documented) that have not done their job=and as long as the people who are suppose to do their job=don't do their job because I won't join them=then I will never be settled=So pray that God will fix it so that those who are suppose to do their jobs will do their jobs and stop attacking me because I won't join them.They talk about it being different for Christians in the US=how they are not persecuted like overseas, in China, etc.=please pray I get to know and see that=starting with on my job=after I posted prayer request about my earthly sister=person who use to give me a ride home at night=nastily said it was out of their way=????they had me work with jamongi=(Movie about a game=once started=had to be completed=people had to go through a lot of strange situations=????)= pray God gives me victory over the demon jamongi=Also pray God fixes it so that the fact that they have stolen my stability/settleness works for me instead of against me. The other thing is that I read a book and one of the things that they say a person should do to change their life=to write down what you want=and I began to think about it=What I want= is my privacy back=they put a camera in my eye, etc.= also I heard a song this morning in which the woman was singing her love to her man and telling him that his secrets were safe with her= that will never be the case for me=cause whoever or whatever I look at=they look at=also this morning I heard a commercial for electronic toys=in which the toy reponds to the child like it was alive=can imagine some of them toys having cameras also=?????? and based upon what they told me that when I had a child=I had twins=I want the twin back=also thinking about the earring being at the opposite end of the church that I had not been it=being that they put a camera on me=I can just about imagine how the earring got to the opposite end of the church=Thanks for your prayers and may peace be within thy walls and prosperity within thy palaces.Peacenowst
